mood

A mood is a relatively long lasting emotional state. Moods differ from emotions in that they are less specific, less intense, and less likely to be triggered by a particular stimulus or event.^[1]
Moods generally have either a positive or negative valence. In other words, people typically speak of being in a good mood or a bad mood. Unlike acute, emotional feelings like fear and surprise, moods often last for hours or days.
Etymologically, mood derives from the Old English mōd which denoted military courage, but could also refer to a person's humour, temper, or disposition at a particular time. The cognate Gothic mōds translates both θυμός "mood, spiritedness" and ὀργή "anger".
( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mood_%28psychology%29 )


Good morning people!  My lonely, crappy, self treat, migraine day finally ends!  Isn't strange that every day you wake up actually as a different person depending on your mood?  Don't know why but today am in a 90's mood suddenly and over nowhere.


I guess i miss that old good days when these songs played nonstop in my stereo ( yes thats how we were calling them back then ! ).  Isn't magical that you can recall a whole movie from your mind just in the sound of a song?  For me only 2 things can recall my memory so clear, and thats music and perfumes!  My mind now plays an endless movie from a whole decade where nothing could make me feel sad other than these ridiculous, trashy adolescence " love stories "or my parents forbidden me a night out or visiting my friends  xa xa xa....  Yes yes these days were great, wearing that trashy color full clothes,  full out of huge accessories worn all over the body, hair full of spray and gels so to keep up high that huge bangs we loved ( and spend half of the day in front of the mirror to make them ! ),  spending an eternity talking with friends on the phone ( i can still hear my parents yelling at me to hang up the phone cause nobody could call at home, threaten me that  ( every! ) tomorrow there gonna " cut  " the connection  ), hanging around with friends, enjoying that all night pijama parties in one another bedrooms, having conversations about our life as grown ups, dreaming about tomorrow, dreaming, dreaming...........


Remember the very first attempts of drinking, that actually thought that thats was alcohol like ? Yes yes drinking a beer or a breezer ( blackcurrant or watermelon in preference ;P ) was wow!!!! , then we discovered screwdriver ( very first taste of vodka xaxaxaxaxa ).  And then there were those parties at homes with that lovely NOW 40, 32, 56, etc cds that played all night long ( ok ok all night meaning until 11:30 maybe 12 o'clock back then ), dancing our first slow with the boys ( where we hold each other by distance xa xa xa ), the very first kiss, gossip, laughing, enjoying every minute we had as it could be the last, cause yes yes daddy will come to pick us up in a half an hour, what a catastrophe!!!!!!!!


Gosh i miss these days ( although back then  i was counting days one by one  until the day that i would leave home to go abroad for studies, living alone and have a whole new life ) .  I love the fact that at the end all these days are still live in my heart and mind so clear and strong, even the very last detail, that back then it was meaning less and for sure you never thought that you'd remember it ever again.  So sweet and emotional day, full of memories, memories that today i discover that gonna stay for ever and most of all make me smile!


So yes this is how the plan goes for today : listening endlessly all that NOW 40, 56, 32 that i have somewhere in the house, totally forgotten all that years, chatting with my friends trying to remember all that stories that we lived back then and laugh unstoppable, and yes today is the day that am going out and party all night long, dancing, drinking, dancing and yeah drinking... ( the real alcohol now !!! ).


The only thing is that i have to figure out which of my Shorties will accompany me that beautiful day, partying with me, recall my early days!  Definitely the most color full one, most flashy and maybe neon look ;)





Love,


Shorty


p.s Enjoy your adolescence celebration day!!!!!!!